In need of a caffeine rush

Its my last day of work. yay!!!! For some reason im dressed and ready earlier today than i ever have been. Just waiting til 8 so i can go to Dunkin Doughuts and get my caramel lattee with milk, cream and 3 sugars. yum :D


Tomorrow morning im goin to Penn State so me and my friend gotta leave from in front of my house at like 5am. Im gonna have to go to sleep as soon as I get home from doing my hair today and when i wake up at like 1 or 2 am just stay up. Anyway my laptop is dying and i dont feeel like charging right now ... lazy i know smh.

Gettin All Soft

Since graduating from Barton I can honestly say i dont miss it. Sure i miss seeing my friends everyday, but thats what facebook and BBM are for, when we miss each other we hit each other up and hang out, done. No scanning, no teachers, no foolishness Barton pretends to teach us.


This summer i know yall on twitter seen me bitchin about my job and countin down minutes til lunch. I been workin at the Municipal building for DCAS. Well the bitching ends now, tomorrows my last day *bbm dance*
I been looking forward to this for weeks, because i want to enjoy the rest of my summer. Now that the day is finally here (tomorrow) im starting to feel a type of way. Although being the youngest person working on my floor ive become really close friends with the people. Im gonna miss the older guys flirting with me, espeically the spanish guy that always winks at me and gives me them Lordana cookies lol. I was scared to eat em at first because i thought he was tryna work rape me but all is well, i let my sister try the cookies first, he aint put nothin in em :D . Honestly Im mostly gonna miss that source of income :( lol 


I AM in excited though now i can finally stay out late and not have to run to Dunkin Doughnuts and grab a medium caramel lattee or a watermelon Coolata :D just so I could stay awake while I work my 9-5 shift. Next week i plan on FINALLY going  to pinkberry cuz i hear its great and i never been and I gotta catch up on my movies dates. 


sidebar: watching the news again last night.. yea the news.. and they said this is the HOTTEST JULY ever. smh. I told you Global Warming was real lol. Stay cool :D
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Thought of the day: I dont wanna wait a few years to learn this lesson, i wanna wake up tomorrow and know why and how to never let it happen again.

One of them body throbbing days

You ever wake up and while brushing your teeth and thinking to yourself you already KNOW Its gonna be a LONG day... Today was one of those days. Recovering from a successful almost 3 hour shopping at Bed Bath and Beyond with Marla, Rolande and her cousin Vanessa. Marla and Rolande both coming to Penn State with me got a ton of pretttty stuff. Marla ive discovered is addicted to pink -_- Just like my sister, the one I like ( I have two)


It started to POUR rain on 14th street where me and my tiny umbrella ran across the street to the train station so I could head to choir rehearsal for 3 o'clock. My choir that i recently joined named God Sent, my sister Liz (the one I like) has been in for 10yrs. If you Youtube James Hall hes a great choir director and in two weeks were singing with him and his choir at a concert.


At 4 o'clock i finally made it to rehearsal lol. An hour late I showed up half way through the second song we were learning. After rehearsal I had to run home to change for a funeral for my homeboy's mom. Generally I dont cry if I didnt know the person directly, it just hits me like YO! Tomorrow isnt promised, and dont put off til tomorrow what you can do today and thank God for everyday.


Back to today....


Today was my last Monday at my last week at work. Its bitter sweet because i really like the people i work with, they give a family vibe that i dont even feel at home.  But more so because thats my only source of income, besides my sister that takes care of me :D


At 5 i clocked out of work and practially ran down the hall so I could get out of there and met my sister to go to Wingate to see Chrisette Michelle in concert After horrible wait on line and the HS/jail like scanning I was able to get inside. What blows my mind is you'll never see people wait on line to get to school or church like I see people on line 2hrs early for a concert. At least I havent, if you have let ME know, take a picture and i promise to put it in the next days blog xD


CM sounded amazing, i wish I could of been sitting right near the band and just vibe out. Anyway. my body is sore, im hungry and tired.


Question: Whats you guys favorite Chrisette Michelle song? I honestly cant even pick, shes dope !

Packing Before the Splurge

So... after weeks of procrastinating i woke up at 5am this morning with the sudden desire to pack my winter clothes. My fan in my room has a thermometer and says my room is 93 degrees but if i didnt do it now i never would. i managed to fit my WHOLE winter and fall wardrobe into 3 medium sizes space saver bags ! i swear by these things.  Normally i think the things they sell on tv are stupid like that snuggie shit xD i been wearing my sheets like that for YEARS. i mean come on?

I think now that I started packing my parents will realize im actually leaving and their not holding me back like they try to do most everything else. Why would i stay in NY when your not paying my tuition anyway? But thats just my opinion.

Needing an excuse to shop Im taking my friends who are coming to Penn State with me Rolande (http://thebrokecollegegirl.wordpress.com) and Marla to go buy their own space savers. I went to Target last week and i felt like I was 8. When i say i got GOT by them colors i got GOT. I told my sis "OMG!!! Its pretty I want it! What is it? .... shower hooks -_- ... they were PRETTY i am not ashamed lol

Anyway. Stay cool, eat ice cream. Ha! Why last night i seen on tv they have ice cream trucks for dogs now... All jokes aside, can someone take their dog and tell me how much that is, I bet its cheaper than our ice cream trucks now. Remember when ice cream was a $1 and free on your birthday if the ice cream truck guy knew you  lol ahh recession your killing me.

One more thing for the night

I know even as an 18yr old i need pictures to draw me in. So although the first blog had some pictures i must confess i drowned my sisters old camera in apple juice in my bag -_- PLEASE dont ask. It cost me a whole check to replace it but i got her this cute purple one. Honestlysometimes im scared to touch it because i tend to have tips and i dont wanna damage the screen since its a touch screen, but other than that its cool and pretty :D i might get this for myself since im leaving for college in a few weeks. If they have it in TEAL (my favorite color) im getting it.

Off the Top of my Head

Growing up i always thought my life was life was like a video game or movie other people could watch. Every move i made lead me closer to beating the game, but if i lost every one of my fans (or those who wanted me to fail) would witness it.

Tristan Wilds has the most beautiful smile

Flex gettin sexier the older he get

I never really know how to introduce myself other than my names Cassandre (Ka-Sond) by authentic Haitians or (Ka-Sondra) by my friends, family and ever other American. I live in Brooklyn and im 18 as of April 5th (the weekend i met Tristian Wilds and Flex Alexander *yay*) and im on my way to college in a few weeks #PennState baby !!

Sounds simple enough. With time you realize Im not that simple. Now if pour out my heart and soul into this and let the world know what really goes on in my mind and life it might just change your whole "simple" perception of me. But thats another story for another day.

Not quiet sure what direction im gonna take this blog BUT imma drop a poem i wrote back on my myspace days. Remember that? When people ran home from school to look to see if they got new friend request or photo comments lol. Facebook took over, but most of us *points to self and does a lil dance* have blackberries or .....iphones or androids ehh. lol but to each his own.

Anywho here it goes...

Off the Top of my head

Wonder if it'll rhyme

Wonder if it'll have a sense of time

In the end I’ll delete it anyway

Once i realize its just to personal

The tiniest opening into my mind

Which eventually equals to the opening of my heart

Obviously its a really tiny opening

Sometimes better left shut

Beyond closed doors things happen

But beyond closed eyes miracles begin

Beyond my eyes is the opening to my mind

Are You Ready?