Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Im back...payin yall back by bein soft

Its been a LONG time and i apologize. Gettin used to college life was gettin to me.
Anyway the boy i like and stayed with during Penn States Home coming weekend asked to read one of my poems. Not tryna scare him away with one of my angry ones, so heres a lil peek at how soft i can be lol. Tell me what you think..

I am not afraid of falling in love
I’m afraid of giving up my heart
Being vulnerable
And unprotected from attack
I’m afraid of trusting someone
Who is playing me for a fool
I’m afraid of being broken
My heart ripped to pieces
By someone who claimed to love me
And was supposed to shield me from the world
In the end
No matter how tough
Or emotion proof
I may appear to be
I’m still just a girl
Who wants to be held
And kissed on the forehead
And told not to be scared
And that everything will be okay
And I don’t have to defend my heart
Because I found someone
Who would die before they hurt me
We wont tear it apart
My heart will be cherished
And my soul will be loved