You know those goals you set for yourself. Like I’m going to lose 10 pounds, Im going stop cursing or I’m going be nicer to my littler sister? Wouldn’t it be nice from time, you got a little self satisfaction of knowing you actually achieved those goals. With some my past relationships and friendships I had a bad habit of letting people go too easily. If the fighting got too bad, rather than finding a way to reconcile, I simply cut the person off all together. For those who don’t know, I’m very particular with whom I call my friends to begin with. Those people I let into my life and my heart. When I let someone into my heart I feel as though im giving them a part of myself. So when I have to cut them off, I feel like im losing a part of myself as well.
To solve this problem, one of my reoccurring goals was to not cut people I car about off so easily. Although just a minor disagreement, I’m waiting for my boyfriend to text me back because I upset him. I can honestly say even if this was a big fight and im the one who was hurt, I don’t want to let him go. I can honestly say I’ve come to the top of this mountain in my life. I’ve learned to put myself aside and see the importance of keeping people that truly matter in my life.
Now Valentines Times day is next Monday, and this is the first time in my life where I actually had a boyfriend on this holiday. I’ve never been big on expressing my emotions but I guess if I could over come that, I can get over myself and open up just a little bit. Wish me luck.
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