Relationships

Relationships have always been a love hate relationship for me. I've had the worst of the worst and current in the best of my best. Once upon a time i said i was done though, heres a lil somethin from that time.

If I cry
Know it wasn’t for you
But the lost nights I spent up
Wondering if I made a mistake
If you see me upset
Do not flatter yourself
I do not let pettiness get to my head
I’ve been overwhelmed with emotions
My pride won’t allow me to share
Its not that Im not capable of caring
My heart just needed to breath
She’s been running way to long
Way to hard
And way to far
There has to be a resting point
Where she won’t have to be questioned
She doesn’t have to worry about your intentions
Of sabotaging her mission
She’s fought through quite some journeys
Yet the battle is far from over
There’s an arrow in her side
That hasn’t come loose as yet
So she must run
Not in fear
But in search
Her citizenship is not of this world
Her soul is of the past
With a destination of the future
Not accepting limits
And settling for nothing less than the best
She will not be locked down
But until she finds a partner
And the shoes fit
If he promises not to quit
When he feels a little resistance
Learning not to fight isn’t easy
When you’ve been trained to be on guard
With no promises of how
Or even when the little girl
Will be allowed to go home