Days before the work

So I got my schedule for work. Since Im a part time impact I have to start with a little bit of hours and work my way up. I defiantly work Thursday @ 4 and Sunday & Monday I have to call in at 4 to see if they need me to come in and Saturday night I gotta call in at 8pm.

Meaning I'm free Tuesday and Wednesday aka might be taking a trip to Philly to go see my boyfriend. Haven't seen him in 3 weeks, this is the longest we've gone since we met yet alone dating without seeing each other. 

Im happy I finally got a job cuz I needed something to suffice my addiction to shopping. Yesterday I had a ball at Newport mall bout 2 skirts a pair of shoes & a top and leaving i HAD to make a stop at Jamba Juice and I tried the Strawberry surf rider 

			The guy that that works at the pick up window is starting to recognize me. It felt so good telling him i worked downstairs at Hollister. He said he'll visit me. Possible first friend in Jersey? We'll see (: Be safe. Enjoy the heat.

100 days out my summer

Filling out 100 job applications One question always slumps me. What are my hobbies and activities?
I could put shopping, drinking and partying but im pretty sure that isn't want my potential employers are looking for. I used to write poems on a regular basis, so I decided for this summer I would rekindle that flame. So I decided I would write poems everyday for the next 100 days. At first it was a little difficult but with time it started coming naturally again. Writing poems is something I love to do because it gives me an inside look of how I'm really feeling and helps me sort out my thoughts.

On another bright side. I GOT A JOB !!!

Yes I now work at Hollister ! A store I love and will finally help me gain retail experience.
My title is Impact Team Memeber so i unload clothes in the back and make sure enough is available in the front.

First let me tell you about my interview. 

It was a group interview as some people who have applied before may know. What I didn't know how ever was it would have 14 people !!!!


I was a little nervous at first, but our nervous smiles soon turned into supporting smiles for each other, and we laughed at the music videos in the background including Ke$ha's - We R Who We Are. 

Anyway tomorrow's my first day, I'll let you know how it is :)


FINALLY EMPLOYED,
Cass

Fake Boyfriends

So whats the new trend with girls having fake boyfriends back home.Seen this vid and was crackin up...

I Have a Man excuse

In Laws

Movies always have jokes about how awful In-Laws are  
But than again what causes this? 

If you meet the parents early in the relationship and have a healthy relationship from than personally i think there shouldn't be a problem. 

In my immediate family, the only person that officially met the parents was my nieces father when my sister came home from her first semester in college; pregnant. 

In my life so far, my parents haven't met ANY of my boyfriends ever. 

Last night i realized I wanted to change this. After spending the night at my boyfriends house and seeing his relationship with his mother and how welcoming she was to me I realized a few things. 

1. My family dynamics are a fucking messs

2. He treats me so good, because him and his mother have a good relationship

3. How can I make my parents as warm and welcoming as his mother

All in all, I was jealous.

I know me and my parents will not have a good relationship over night, or ever, or don't think its in their nature.

But my hope is that when it comes time for my boyfriend to meet my parents, will I be able to and will they be ready?

Union Square

Just got back from 14th street - Union Square aka my home in the summer time.

I went to apply to Jamba Juice and picked up job applications to other places.
I'm extra determined to find a job for this summer before I even finish my first semester.
I'm at a point in my life where I want the title of independent, but in order to play the part I need to act accordingly.
My parents and I have come to a mutual respect for the first time in my life, they even speak to me as if Im a person not someone they brought into the world and can easily eliminate. It's nice.
What do you guys have planned for the summer?

LUPE & shows

LUPE streaming live from his webster hall concert on  http://www.lupefiasco.com/ !
Yea imma big fan, since 9th grade.
I was just at my neighbors house and we ended up watching this show called Being Human.
I honestly don't watch alot of tv but this is a really good show so far.

Thoughts

Im curious what you guys think about my stuff.
When you read somethin leave a comment and lemme know what you think :)

Relationships

Relationships have always been a love hate relationship for me. I've had the worst of the worst and current in the best of my best. Once upon a time i said i was done though, heres a lil somethin from that time.

If I cry
Know it wasn’t for you
But the lost nights I spent up
Wondering if I made a mistake
If you see me upset
Do not flatter yourself
I do not let pettiness get to my head
I’ve been overwhelmed with emotions
My pride won’t allow me to share
Its not that Im not capable of caring
My heart just needed to breath
She’s been running way to long
Way to hard
And way to far
There has to be a resting point
Where she won’t have to be questioned
She doesn’t have to worry about your intentions
Of sabotaging her mission
She’s fought through quite some journeys
Yet the battle is far from over
There’s an arrow in her side
That hasn’t come loose as yet
So she must run
Not in fear
But in search
Her citizenship is not of this world
Her soul is of the past
With a destination of the future
Not accepting limits
And settling for nothing less than the best
She will not be locked down
But until she finds a partner
And the shoes fit
If he promises not to quit
When he feels a little resistance
Learning not to fight isn’t easy
When you’ve been trained to be on guard
With no promises of how
Or even when the little girl
Will be allowed to go home

SPRING BREAK

i have a math test at two than im off for Spring Break
as you may know Im from Brooklyn I will be spending my SB in Brooklyn, hanging out in Manhattan looking for bakeries, in Philly with my BF for a day and him and I are thinking about going to DC.
Stay tuned for pics, be safe, dont have sex with any random hot tanned people.  :D

Sometimes The Question Is Simple

Sitting in my African Lit class I kinda dazed out and wrote this. 

The boy next to me in class read it and smiled looking at me with this confused look on his face I yet to understand. 

Enjoy, hope you understand.

Sometimes the Question Is Simple

Will it hurt

If  you drop me

Will I cry

If you dare

Should I challenge

Your intentions

Should I be certain

That you care

I trust you

With my heart

But tell me boy

Am I being smart

Be honest with me

Even if I hurts

I need to know

If I should prepared to be hurt

Have a Happy Period

Why do these commercials about easing menstrual cramps always make it seem like having a period can be as easy as unwrapping candy? In my almost 11 years of having my period I've NEVER had a happy period. EVER. Im currently awake at 4:07 am and its safe to say im in an irritated at life mood.
My boyfriend is officially tired as is going to bed, so now im irked at him.
Someone should make a book of ways to eliminate PMS cuz i'd buy it.

This little mountain

You know those goals you set for yourself. Like I’m going to lose 10 pounds, Im going stop cursing or I’m going be nicer to my littler sister? Wouldn’t it be nice from time, you got a little self satisfaction of knowing you actually achieved those goals. With some my past relationships and friendships I had a bad habit of letting people go too easily. If the fighting got too bad, rather than finding a way to reconcile, I simply cut the person off all together. For those who don’t know, I’m very particular with whom I call my friends to begin with. Those people I let into my life and my heart. When I let someone into my heart I feel as though im giving them a part of myself. So when I have to cut them off, I feel like im losing a part of myself as well.

            To solve this problem, one of my reoccurring goals was to not cut people I car about off so easily. Although just a minor disagreement, I’m waiting for my boyfriend to text me back because I upset him. I can honestly say even if this was a big fight and im the one who was hurt, I don’t want to let him go. I can honestly say I’ve come to the top of this mountain in my life. I’ve learned to put myself aside and see the importance of keeping people that truly matter in my life. 

            Now Valentines Times day is next Monday, and this is the first time in my life where I actually had a boyfriend on this holiday. I’ve never been big on expressing my emotions but I guess if I could over come that, I can get over myself and open up just a little bit. Wish me luck.

Beanies !

So i have a new addiction. I freaken love these lil beanies with the eyes and the puff balls on top. I need a new job to support this habit. lookie.. Funny Frog Beanie

Spring Freshman Year

Although my campus is closed due to an ice storm last night, I can now comfortably say I've made it to my second semester in college. Although i wanted to snap a few times last semester because of all the awful papers I had to edit and paperclip I know its just the beginning. I will woo sah and be okay. Unfortunately my boyfriend is taking a semester off now i have entirely too much free time when i am not studying. Ive decided i am going to start going to the gym again, so now i need a gym buddy. Until than i get my abs from laughing. Watch this...

Running Back To You

Okay ive been away but im back now and i come with a joke.
Read this

The Hyenas (The Lion King)

The "villain":
In one of Disney's finest rip-offs to date, The Lion King hyenas were the mangy lowlifes who tried to kill Simba, assisted in the assassination of Mufasa and utterly destroyed the Pride Lands after helping Scar take over as king. Jesus, what is those assholes' problem?

Hyenas, chief douchebags of the Serengeti.

Hold on a minute there:
They want something to eat. That's their problem, and it's only a problem because Mufasa banished them from the Pride Land and forced them to live in an elephant graveyard, which is no place to raise a child, hyena or otherwise. We never know why they were banished to the Pride Slums, leaving us to assume Mufasa's unedited explaination of the Circle of Life went something like this:
Mufasa: Everything you see exists together, in a delicate balance. As king, you need to understand that balance, and respect all the creatures-- from the crawling ant to the leaping antelope.
Simba: But Dad, don't we eat the antelope?

Mufasa: Yes, Simba, but let me explain. When we die, our bodies become grass. And the antelope eat the grass. And so we are all connected in the great Circle of Life.
Simba: Wow... Say, Dad, where do the hyenas fit into the great Circle of Life?
Mufasa: Ugh, the hyenas. No, f#@k those guys.
Simba: Yeah, that's fair.
That's the only way to explain how Scar got an entire army of these animals behind him with such dissident slogans as "Stick with me, and you will never go hungry again!" Scar wasn't promising them unlimited power, just the ability to eat and function as members of society. The hyenas were pissed because the oppressive lion regime had reduced them to second-class citizens, hoarding all the pie for themselves.

Hooray for racism!

No wonder they followed Mufasa's brother. What Scar offered the hyenas was a revolution of the common man. He was more or less their four-legged Lenin.

Read more: http://www.cracked.com/article_18417_the-lighter-side-dark-side-5-villains-who-were-good.html#ixzz1CNZe9EB6

Doesnt it just made you feel bad for judging villains?

My Devil and Angel Fight

I think everyone is a little bipolar in their own way. You know how in cartoons and movies when it comes time to make a decision; the good angel and devil pop up on the persons shoulders and offer advice. Unfortunately that doesn't happen in real life. At least not with mini people. But ever so often I'll find myself rationalizing out both sides of a decision. What bad me would do and what good me should do. DAMN do they fight. Normally the good side wins. But lately bad me has been having some fun. 

Its like i know what the right thing to do is, im a smart girl. But lately its though, i don't care. I want what I want, when I want it. I might look back on this in a few years and shake my head, but as of now, for the record. I deserve to have a little fun, even if it hurts later. Thats probably the stupidest thing I've ever said. But thats how I feel and theres nothing I can do about it. 

- Sincerely, Bad Cass. 

Elementary Blues & NY Love

My nieces came home complaining the girls bathroom was out of order so they had to use the boys bathroom. I remember when that was an issue. Now we run the risk of gettin kicked off campus :(

Anyway Im watching Glee and I love New York to death and Im so happy I was born mostly raised here and i live here now but I just want the world to know i HATE those black shirts that say New York in bright letters, New Yorkers don't wear them lol there cheap and ghetto.

Its Gonna Be a Late Night

Between late night phone calls, fb chat and youtube, i dont sleep til 5 am on a regular smh. 

I've been an insomniac since High school due to a couple tragic events that have happened at night. I've come to terms with it by taking LONG naps during the day.

Now I have a new love because I have discovered my favorite comics on http://explosm.net/ have animated cartoons


WARNING! THEY ARE ADDICTIVE

 

Enjoy :)